NauziR

i got this pics ony..

2009-06-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

weeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......

yay!

2009-06-28T19:37:00.003+08:00

its been a while since we're won somethin right fhunkies??...anyways...it was great..!!!...
we actually won a comp at BB CC..

Im proud of all of you guys..as usual..the hard work and time we spent is worth it...On Friday we got a place in FINALS for JIM BEAM COMP...on Saturday we won LAH! De'Fuse Dance comp..double the fun. In spite of all the problems that we encountered..i think its just dugaan uh...

but okla..never the less..ALHAMDULILLAH dapat jugak placing.

ingatkan nak join for fun,..tak tau pulak boleh menang..haha...

still...my heartfelt thanks and appreciation for all those whom still supported us throughout the years..new fans and ol ones..i really appreciate it alot.

FUNKY LIL NUTS and FFDC. You guys were awesome. No Doubts bout that. and erm...i just realised the top 3 all starts with "F"...haha...

hmmm...AWESOME...great job.

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WAN

JON

KHALIS

FIR

ZEELLA

NURUL

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not forgetting the others...we got loads to do for JIM BEAM COMP. FINALS is coming soon...so we'll have to bust our asses...

its gonna be a TOUGH TOUGH fight. But cummon we're in the finals..might as well do it with a bang...aites...i really hope i can dance...if not, den i guess i know you guys well enough..i know you wont give anythin lesser den 100%...right..

okok..

on the other note....

FIR...im proud of u...and you can do it bro...

KHALIS..get well soon...(i will pray for ur recovery dude..)

KIKIN...haha...dun cry la...hehe...

JON..jgn stress...

ZEELLA...smlm i kol u, u tak answer..~~~..hahah...kantoi..

haha....

hmmmmm...till then

back.

2009-06-22T03:55:00.002+08:00

Hello...haha...i am back again to blog about my life...anyways..i cant sleep..hmmm// listening to the man who can be moved...cool..haha...anyways...i got off till monday...quite pointless la...but okla..hmmm jibberish....i cant think properly...

hmmm..ok...

im not feeling too good. i duno why..im passing out blood...and my stomach feels like uneasy..!!! since a few days back...i duno why..scary..but i think im gonna be ok soon...i hope, i really feel like wierd..cos i juz got a thrashing about religion..by a taxi driver...

FEELING SO UNEASY!...crap

omg

....

hmm..im SUCHA BIG FAT LOSER LA!

2009-06-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

Anyways..life suck for me.

SUPER SUCK.
WTH.
SIMPLY HATE IT.

IM TIRED.
IM DISAPPOINTED.
IM DEMORALIZED.
IM SIMPLY NEGATIVE ABOUT MYSELF.

this FYI..is not an indirect sarcasm.
this FYI..is not being petty.
this..FYI..is really FUCKED UP.
this..FYI..is wad i feel, so dont bother trying to ask "what is wrong?" or "are you ok?" BECAUSE I AM NOT and thats a fact...100%.

If you feel bad or sad or dun feel anything at all then thats yours to keep.

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_____________________________________________________________DONE.

2009-06-05T09:46:00.002+08:00

hmmmm........yesterday had dance session with Fhunkie..yeah..!!new choreo...fun or wad..haha..anyways..Fhunkie has a dance slot tomorrow at Joo Chiat..hmm. with Freekzy i think.and erm..im nt in it...sad.

on the other side of life..IDOLS is tomorrow.
tonight im joining the queue...with EEQZ.

anyways...YOU ARE SO MEAN..(u know who u are.!!).

sheesh

today is WEDNESDAY..!!

2009-06-04T00:13:00.004+08:00

MID WEEK already.

oh crap.

too much free time...kinda slacked alot...

ate NUTELLA..!!(random..).

anyways...RYAN, EEQS, n ZOOO came by to practice for SI..but we were like crapping and stuff..den we prac..haha...it was fun..but sorry la guys...i didnt prepare FOOD and stuff...i was lazy to cook..heeeeee...PSPS..den we went to Plaza..Ate KFC..woots..shiok or wad...its been a long long time..ahakz...and den...came home...my house was like a pasar malam..so many people..haha..dunno why...but it was kinda fun..its been a while since people came by..

and den..i bought battery for my KU990...and its WORKING again..weeeeeeeeeee...and then used laptop...and den...ate nutella with toast...!!....

and then watched project runway with my mum...

and then she ate nutella with toast....

and then i went to my room to blog...

and then in a while i will scroll to the publish button and click...

but..........FHUNKIE STYLERZ...i miss the times at KL....shiok or wad??.....

i came across it after i on my fone..hmm...i really miss all of us...hmm....i actually didnt thought of being able to dance like all of us did..i really thank you guys for being patient and so motivating to help me out....especially amidst the CHOKe-ING moments...all the WINS...and LOSS....anyways..i will work harder...no doubt, cos being in this crew is like one of the best things that have ever happened in my life. SERIOUSLY. i really really really love DANCING. So guys, lets work harder together cos i seriously think we got a strong team and we can be alot better aites...wait i kapo this from somewhere....Keep your eyes on the stars, and your feet on the ground-Theodore Roosevelt..(thanx cik Rosli..)...

on the last note. i really really want to lead a better life. so i should start amending my wrongs and learn from it. yeap.

weeeeeeeeeeee...............

yeah!!

2009-05-30T21:21:00.002+08:00

im back yet again...yeah..got off till 7th of june....good or wad??
haha...
very fun..can concentrate on SINGAPORE IDOL..(yesh i joining idol)...hopefully will do better...
hmm..anyways...
was at breathe competition today..!!last year FIS got 2nd...dis year we didnt join...we're just performing at the fringe events..together with Team Fantastic...haha...well FREEKZY maut kaper..haha...super la...anyways...i got nothing to do...so boring lei...wana go out..no $$$....
so how...bleahx..

IM SO BORED...

2009-05-24T10:33:00.002+08:00

this happened last saturday!!...very late posting haha..sorry guys..BUT NO DOUBT I HAD LOADSA FUN...WE SHOULD DO DIS AGAIN...!!When..??ANyways...it was great knowing u guys hor!haha.....

crap*

2009-05-12T19:50:00.002+08:00

this is juz stoopid..super stoopid.

while waiting for OUV on thursday, they make us report back to unit tomorrow and then report back for the course on thursday. The WORST CASE....have to report tonight..by 11. Stupid la..Y cant u all jus give us off like whoever mentioned. NONSENSE LA...haiz. CHEAT FEELING summore...

so i got to go back to Jurong like later..

there goes freedom..

here comes leceh-ness and crappiness...haiz...sianx...

WEEKENDS COME QUICK..

monday..gone..weeeee//

2009-05-11T18:26:00.002+08:00

Aha..today woke up late but still reached early...good right..haha...
anyways...just now was driving route B1...passed by an expressway...saw a dead cat..ran over by a car i think...sad...then at Lim Chu Kang...worst...a dog...all its innerds is like spread out everywhere on the road. SUPER SICK. Y must these creatures cross the road..just stay there la..haiz..super sad..

hmmm....

HUNGRY! can. nothing to blog. HUNGRY

Sunday=Mother's Day

2009-05-10T19:00:00.004+08:00

Wee....hahah...yesterday i was out with my mum..went to watch kuda kepang, like finally i went to watch..hhmm...dats it.

Just now went to Beach road. Ate Sup tulang and a plate of nasi goreng ikan bilis. SHIOK!! oh anyways i cant upload my pic cos my fone wont unlock..sh*t. hmm...shant do it den.

Willy wonka n the chocolate factory is like on tv right now.

i think i watched it like 3 times already.

quite annoying but okla..cute plot and set..haha..

ANYWAYS TO ALL MOTHERS' OUT THERE..!!!!HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!

THANX FOR MOULDING AND NURTURING ALL OF US.!!YEAP..U KNW WHAT I MEAN.!AHAHKZ..

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Anyways i told you before jus go ahead with your plans and i dun mind. But u insisted that u wanted to skip your plans with your friends. So i seriously think its not fair to me that you are bragging and going on about what your friend said as if you're indirectly saying its my fault. like seriously la. Anyways i meant what i said so it is ok to juz forgo meeting me. I was just bored and wanted to hang out. On the other note. You are confused me alot yesterday. But i think i dun wan to make this an issue. JUST FOR U TO KNOW.

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long weekends lo..

2009-05-08T19:17:00.004+08:00

haha..today went to polyclinic. had a DRUMMING BUNNY problem. he kept on drumming in my head..ahaks...so got painkillers...

den in the afternoon went for RTE..managed to score la sey.. haha...evaluation ony la..hmm..anyways..Umi called to help her out. cos she went to mong lee buyin groceries den i was like free...so from bbdc i went to bangkit..den went swimming.

The pool was very clear..clear from people..ahaha...apart from those chinese school boys..yeap...

jump2 like monkey...

huhuhu...den went to cut hair..yeah!! i loike my new hair.. actually no difference la...haha...same style..alot shorter..juz like hw i liked it..Jon was there too..same thing..cut hair...shorter then his usual. i think.

Mas Selamat has been captured liao la..weeeeeeee......keep him somewhere w/o a hole..cos he might squeeze thru and run away..lol...

Tomorrow holiday! AGAIN...

watchin family guy nw..yeah..!!!

I MISS GOING OUT..! ANYONE????

miscommunication.

2009-05-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

miscommunication..bZttzz...**beep** Tsk...Bzst....broop...~~

was looking forward to go eat that pudding or something..
stoopid.

nvm forget it. not your fault. not mine either.

but jus so u know i was waiting for u didnt wana call cos u said u were having dinner.
ony received a text..

20:15:43 "I d0n0 wher u r? Im gg home den".

i was clueless..hmmm nvm den, things happened for a reason. _________________________________________________________

anyways...tomorrow taking mc?
long weekends..hahahahahahaha....

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2009-05-06T20:57:00.003+08:00

Just got back from RTP..managed to clear..!

okla...somewhat similar to highway code in KBC..but hmm...a number of technical stuff..

ok...Just now i started my driving for dcp. still got 400 mins of driving to go..alright...den OUV for 2 days..den OFF...CAN??? LIKE WTH LA..when can we ever get our off?haiyo...

hmm... talking to salha now..she's askin me to join the comp at teck whye..quite scary la..minus 1..not karaoke.

hmm...

super tired..

cos SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY!!!..

tomorrow..i tink will sleep also...and again..sianx...hahahahahha...

HOLIDAY COME QUICK!

HUHU..~~

slack2..!!

2009-05-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

sleepy////.....

I wana Join SINGAPORE IDOL...!!!

hi..

2009-05-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

Today is a time waster going back to camp..

went back just to sleep...

like the whole day!!!

stoopid la..might as well let us go home. RIGHT?
hmm..anyways...lets hope tomorrow den driving starts. if not den will rot yet again.

went home at 4..on laptop..
jon came..

den at 9 i went to BBDC..continue 2B..hmm...
should have completed it long2 ago. HAHA..
wth..anyways...got back around 11..watch america's next top model with my mum..haha..
long time since i last watch shows with her..

hmm..now kinda tired.
going to sleep soon...LIFE is GETTING MORE BORING!!..haha..

and carefree life is coming to an end....

going back to Jurong Camp soon..

in 2 weeks or so..

depends...

hmm....

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on the other side of life.

i miss you can?
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today was fun..

2009-05-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Yeah..today's gathering was very fun.
we Karaoke-ed...sang till 7..den watch dance vids..ate alot of food... den watched 4BIA...stupid subtitles movies...(which didnt even makes sense)...lame..but we had a good laugh.
you guys made my day fun la guys...

Salha
Zeella
isaac
Fad
Khalis
Jon
Siti

Thanks for coming..
yeah..so damn fun.
haha

tomorrow is another working day ...back to driving..tmrw dcp...
another short week.
Thank God..
hmm....super sleepy now...wana go bathe..den sleep.

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hehey...!!

2009-05-03T00:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD MAN!!!

haha...may u be blessed with loads of good health..dimurahkan rezeki dan moga success always ok?..keep those flowers well..they're like very delicate..((i think u sat on them liaola...))..haha...anyways....

SMILE WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TEETH..!!

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Just now...Fhunkie had a show at heeren....they were GOOOOOD..haha..expected...as usual..weee...hmmm..love dem loads la..haha..anyways..we went for session at Esplanade after that..and WE GOT NEW CHOREO....wait up for it...confirm CHOKE la sey!!....GREAT JOB REMY n ISAAC..i love the choreo like really really do...korang2...siap uh kaki tercabot...nak kene gi urut..i feel the pain already..!!!!..hahahaha..

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cool right???..FYI the UGLY MOUTH IS NOT MINE...confirm..

angle wrong also..but i think u geddit la huh..haha...

Tomorrow i've actually invited some people over to karaoke...weeee..so excited..very fun..haha.....

where are u???

2009-05-02T12:16:00.003+08:00

If jealousy or lack of trust is an issue in your relationship and life-maybe it's not your fault.. or is it? Several people have asked us recently about the question of who's fault is jealousy? They want to know...

Who's to blame? AND.. how can you stop it before it's too late?As we've been helping people deal with their jealousy, if there's one really big hot button, it's this... a feeling that they are being blamed (and solely at fault) for their jealousy. If you are feeling blamed and completely at fault for your jealousy, here's something to consider...

Jealousy may not be you fault. You heard us correctly - Jealousy may not be your fault and here's why... even though we talk a lot about taking responsibility for jealousy in your life and the importance of taking action to heal it, there are reasons that may be beyond your control that contribute to it.

Here are a few of those reasons jealousy may not be your fault...

1. It's "normal" to feel jealous when you perceive that your relationship is in danger.

In fact, researchers say that it can be abnormal not to feel jealous when a partner is blatantly exhibiting conduct that you think degrades you and violates agreements you've made.

Extreme jealousy and jealous behavior usually falls outside the "normal" category but the point is, we've all felt jealous at one time or another and in some situations.

Jealousy isn't a character defect and there's no "jealousy gene" that can't be changed with some help - even though some of us are more predisposed to experiencing it at more intense levels because of what has happened in the past. Jealousy can be a very normal reaction to actions that appear to threaten your relationship.

2. Messages that everyone cheats are all around us.

We are all constantly bombarded with images in the media that suggest that everyone cheats. The truth is that because this message is so pervasive in our culture, it can unconsciously be lurking somewhere in the back of your mind and you aren't even aware of it. Just look at top-rated television programs and real-life dramas of stars.

Cheating is one of the top story lines that gets all of our attention and hooks us in - but all of these dramas may hook us in more ways than what we bargained for. Whether we like it or not, doubt and mistrust can be planted in our minds and we don't even realize it until jealousy shows up in our own lives.

3. A partner's actions can certainly contribute to jealous feelings.

We're not only talking about blatant acts that would cause mistrust in anyone. We're talking about a partner who is closed to sharing much about himself or herself. Maybe the partner is guarded, secretive, defensive, angry or blaming.Whatever is the case, you can feel pretty insecure in the relationship and jump quickly in your mind to jealousy over seemingly small things if your partner is acting in any of these ways. Okay, so we've given you three ways jealousy may not be your fault.If you can relate to any of these, does that mean you do nothing about your jealousy? Of course not - if you want a better life. Jealousy may not be your fault but you do have a choice to make if you want to make some changes that will create more of what you want - or not.If you do want to take some steps toward healing jealousy, here are a few ideas to help...

1. First of all, take "fault" out of your thinking when it comes to jealousy.

It's just not helpful to think that way because if you are jealous, you may not be feeling very good about your situation and if you "blame" yourself, you'll feel even worse. That's not the direction we want you to take!

2. Adopt the attitude that "this is what is right now" and start finding ways to feel better.

Look honestly at your situation and start learning some new skills that you know can help you. It might be learning new ways to communicate. It might be learning a new skill to help you relax, like taking a yoga or meditation class. It might be turning your focus to something that you are passionate about.If you've been caught up in jealousy, these feelings can be all-consuming and you can feel like your interests and passions have fallen by the wayside. Along with learning some new communication and trust-building skills--and practicing them, it can be very healthy to turn your attention to yourself and what you love or used to love to do.While these ideas in this newsletter are certainly not all you can do to help yourself whip the jealousy issue in your relationship and life, these ideas can help you move closer to overcoming it so that it's not a major problem for you.

THANX MAMA!!

update..

2009-05-02T11:57:00.002+08:00

Back again...hmm..alot of stuff happened..hmm..sianx....

yesterday went swimmning...MY GOODNESS..the ratio of BANGLAS and LOCALS are like 3:1...
damn annoying..haha..
alot of banglas lor..you should have been there to witness...hais..
there's this CLASSY BANGLA.(or a wanabe)...hmm..he got his champagne(is this spelling right?) glass with ribena i think and his annoyingly mustafa shopping centre shades, with his friend taking shots like commercial..u know the one where they appear from underwater..and they swish thier hair...ya like dat. Like stop it sia..
then got those who are diving2..macam stunt mens...
and those who are just there to attract attention....ANNOYING LA..cant even swim..sheesh...hahaha...
then saw AFIQ..haha...was he so thrilled to see me..like happy sia..he took my goggles and put his head underwater...funny thing...he drank water..like idk how..lol..haha....wierd..
then left for the changing room cos it was overcrowding...
there was a girl probably 5 or 6 with her ang moh dad..felt wierd..cos she's like old enough la..omg...exposed to all d other naked mens there...lol..
and her dad juz stripped down naked in front of her...i mean...its ok la..cos his daughter came from himself..but i find it wierd...lol..haha...
anyways...
today..went back to camp..to SLEEP..they refused to grant our off...UNFAIR LA...den got to go home at 11...after sleeping and slacking....
and here i am..blogging yet again...Later, FIS is performing at HEEREN..for some event..hmm...not dancing..sad..bleahx..meeting mong2 first. then gonna walk2...

IM BROKE..sad..haha....

hurhurhur

...

2009-04-29T01:02:00.001+08:00

im SICK...haiz.....

hurhurhur..

2009-04-27T19:18:00.002+08:00

Today went back to camp as usual with hyqal...took the 800am bus..reached camp like 20 minutes later.
drove the second half of the day..quite fast..as in the day dat is...
finished driving...den went home...hmm...watching Blue Crush.
VEry Very COOL.haha Hot Gurls..woots..haha...
im tired...like so early la..tired already...and i wana lose more weight...or build muscles...im not sure how..and i got no kaki...how?
anyone up for it?..........................

anyways... ANUGERAH or IDOLs...still dunno if i want to try or not...hmm...

tomorrow another day of driving..yet again...sianx...haha..but what choice do i have...???....hmm...

just wondering.

2009-04-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

DO u mean it when you say SORRY?.

bukit batok cc MULTI RACIAL SOCIAL DANCE NIGHT 09..

2009-04-25T23:56:00.005+08:00

hmm...juz got back...quite a tiring day for me...hmm..waited for papa to get home..so late la..at 6 den came back. I fell asleep till he came back. Then got up change and went for the show. As usual it was fun. HAHA...haven sang for shows for quite a bit. The makciks and pakciks missed me..haha....anyways..it was cool. Sang di balik cadar Biru...haha..im glad they loved it. Dancing away..haha...i thought i looked old in my solo pic.

Like i know la im old..juz dun wana admit it..haha...

thought u were coming...like you said. But u didnt. Expected. Anyways went to meet Salha and Jon after my song to watch "jangan tegur"..great movie. Alot of Shocking moments...fun fun. Before that went to the arcade. Like there's nothing interesting at all. haha...but ok la..anyways the poster is different. but ok la..same thing. after the movie went back to meet papa n umi. Then went home..took a cab...driver very nice...haha...some how..haha...reached home..bathe and then here i am. Blogging here...yeap...

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Im actually not being myself..i dunno..i juz dun feel good bout today. like lazy and tired. listening to "seconhand serenade's your call" very cool lyrics..i like the chorus tho..

Honestly i duno wad to say la..

and dun ask me to talk it out cos i dun wan and i wont elaborate. IM BEING SELFISH.

period.

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sheesh myself.

haiz.

im feeling under the weather.

got runny nose and sore throat..sneezing alot also..

thats enough to confirm that im falling sick. But i'll endure la..small matter i think.

I THINK.

suddenly feeling hungry.

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2009-04-25T14:52:00.002+08:00

came across this thing...haha...
see hw screwed up i am..

[x] Gotten detention.
[x]Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 2

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[ ] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 2

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 5

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class

Total : 4

[] Threw something at the teacher.
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 4

[] Gotten a call from school
[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied during test.

total:4

grand total : 21Multiply by 3: 63%

thats how screwed up i am...u guys give it a try...!

finally a Saturday!!

2009-04-25T14:10:00.003+08:00

oritey...!!!....

went back to greenridge the other day! and helped out abit for Speech Day..i duno how it turned out tho.

anyways...<<<>

hmm....went to banquet with sahmadi...i ate mini wok..!SHIOK to the madness..ahakz...hmm..anyways...i started the MAN TRUCK PHASE..and then have been driving around SG...its like super shiok..AUTOMATIC summore...

hmm...today got a performance at BUKIT BATOK CC...MALAM DANGDUT LA SEH..haha....

they wanted me to sing for them...haha..macam star la gitu..haha...lol..will upload pics and vids later..or tomorrow...(no promises..)..haha..anyways...will blog again soon. bye.!

I THINK I NEED TO SMILE MORE...

2009-04-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.........

A smile is a facial expression formed by flexing those muscles most notably near both ends of the mouth. The smile can also be found around the eyes (See 'Duchenne smile' below). Among humans, it is customarily an expression denoting pleasure, happiness, or amusement, but can also be an involuntary expression of anxiety, in which case it is known as a grimace. Cross-cultural studies have shown that smiling is used as a means of communicating emotions throughout the world.[1] Happiness is most often the motivating cause of a smile. Among animals, the exposure of teeth, which may bear a resemblance to a smile, is often used as a threat or warning display - known as a snarl - or a sign of submission. In chimpanzees, it can also be a sign of fear. The study of smiles is a part of gelotology, psychology, and linguistics, comprising various theories of affect, humor, and laughter.[2]

LAKSA LA SEY!!...

2009-04-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

YAY!!...i went to GREENRIDGE...ate laksa..oh yeah..

it was so great.

YUMYUM YUM YUM.....

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i came across dis....

Sagittarius (Archer) November 22 - December 21 Usually a Sagittarius will come off as a blissfully happy idiot. In most cases, this first impression will prove accurate. His moronic enthusiasm cannot be dampened by anything - not even by a cinder block falling on his head. After talking to a Sagittarius for five minutes, you will want to kill him quickly but painfully. From the early age, a Sagittarius will have developed the infuriating habit of forcing his stupid ideas and his company onto anyone who might so much as walk by. An aggressive optimist, a Sagittarius will require a lot of work in a relationship. He usually makes a habit of inventing stories and lying outright, which he rationalizes by what he thinks are good intentions. A Sagittarius usually loves crouds and loud social situations, as well as any place where he can enjoy a meal and a drink without paying for them.

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well..i m seriouly looking forward for SINGAPORE IDOL...i duno if i should give it a try.haha....

or ANUGERAH...confused...

and im also looking forward to improve myself in alot of ways....

_______________________________I CAN DO IT___________________________

today so warm...

2009-04-20T15:03:00.002+08:00

haha...WOke up at 5 to go back to camp..got island wide confidence driving..sianx..
anyways...ytd went to perform at CAUSEWAY PT. FHUNKIE STYLERZ FULL FORCE..woots...!!!...will upload pics soon..hmm.......today got leave..till 6..den go for briefing...
waste time...juz now drove myself to changi...woots fun or wad..but too bad cant go fast..haha...
hmm..den came home a while back...even if its for a few hours..i dun mind...haha...tomorrow last day for island wide..den LEAVE...WEEEEE>..!!!!!!!!
before MAN TRUCK PHASE STARTS...den go back to unit..
weee..hahahaha..
anyways... today so hot....
i think....haha..will update later...now going to NAP...weeee....ahaha...

FinAllY!!!!...

2009-04-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

Finally after a few weeks of being SCREAM AT....SCOLDED AT...CALLED NAMES...

I FINALLY ACCOMPLISHED THE BIGGEST HURDLE....

I PASSED MY DRIVING LIAO LA..

so to my "dearest INSTRUCTOR"....U CAN TAKE THE $500 and shove it up your nose.

if thats what u pushed me so much for.

i had enough...

and i hope it shut u up for good.

like for real.

Now that TP is done for.

i can have a bit of break before MAN TRUCK PHASE starts...
I am obviously proud of myself.. thanx to all that supported me through.
i thought of giving up at one particular point if time.
IM GLAD I DIDNT.
ON THE CONTRARY.:
i managed to pass ALL my tests at first attempt throughout.

HIGHWAY CODE
HSP
HEIGHT
LASHING
PARKING
TP....

i really2 hope to be able to be the best trainee...and do myself proud....yet again.

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Anyways...tomorrow will be the first outing for FIS after so long.

i really miss them alot.

i miss dancing...

haha.

Sunday mornin'

2009-04-12T10:18:00.003+08:00

Im going to SENTOSA today...but somehow like a bit lazy to.

Probably going to go back camp tonight..sianx...haha...anyways...ytd went out..ate at Fish N CO. ate like alot of seafood...super fun....and super full..haha...den went home like around 11 plus...watch vids abit..den went to sleep...

not really sleep actually cos suppose to wait for someone to come over.

cant take it i just dozed off..woke up at 7...no one at home...den on laptop..find songs...hmm...sianx...got message from reghu i think....hmm...dunno what time to leave....hope they wont be late..haha...hmm.....better go bathe soon....yay!!...

will update more pics soon...yeap...okok....dats all for now....okok....cya..!!!

wan

Good friday....holiday..

2009-04-10T11:24:00.004+08:00

Juz realised i didnt finished my last post..lol...probably ended juz like that..

hmm...today slept late.

I WANT TO SLEEP LATE AGAIN.

AND ALSO WAKE UP LATE.

AGAIN.

ahaha...hmm..now jus had soya bean and a piece of bread.

shiok..

hmmmmm...today woke up at 8...woke salha up and went back to sleep..haha...so shiok..but have to go back to camp again later.

at 2000hrs..sheesh..another half day den go back to book out..weeeeee....

anyways..i just missed FHUNKIE STYLERZ. i miss dancing, like alot seh....

anyways..im feeling kind of happy that my course is coming to an end...but still, TP is the major one...haha....

will blog again later..now wana KARAOKE...!!!!weeeeee....

GOOD FRIDAY...Good meh?

2009-04-10T01:10:00.004+08:00

Hello people(if there's anyone..like ever..lol)..!!
well..this week turned out alot better i guess..lesser angry and moody thoughts.. which is better.
Today is GOOD FRIDAY!...should i be happy..okla..the fact that its a lesser driving day!.haiz...but the bad thing is...tomorrow is still a day to clear..half a day at least, before we get our another day off...
this week did the lest sets of test... HEIGHT..LASHING and also PARKING..together with my ASSESSMENT for public road...up till today..im thankful that everything passed at first attempt.
NOW..BIGGEST THING LEFT TO DO..TP.. SHIT!
Just want to clear this and just enjoy my "FREEDOM"...
Seriously la..hmm...
just now went to eat at C2K..okla..quite full...had satay and kway teow goreng..!! WOOTS...
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went to slack with salha and jon..very sleepy. But cant complain. I guess it is all thanks to the regimental life in the military. SLEEP AT 10 WAKE UP AT 0500..standard...haiz...
now cant even stay fresh at 930...seriously.
But its okla..not everyday can BOOK OUT. What to do?...SUCK THUMB LOR....
hmm.....i feel like going swimming tomorrow..just feeling lazy now..the feeling and thought has been there...just can bring myself to do it...lol..
oh crappy now...cos cant stop yawning.
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2009-04-05T11:19:00.004+08:00

BACK AGAIN..

its kinda been a long time since i last blogged bout myself...
but lately, the thought of it is kind of "driving me" to open back my blog.

Well for a start...
my life is kind of depressing. ("AM NOT GOING THRU DEPRESSION")...

thinking bout what my achievements are till this day. I dont think i have anythin much to be proud of. Like when i think of where i am now..i dont think its even great.
I never made it in school..dropped out of...
NGEE ANN POLY..
HIGHER NITEC..
worst case is that i just have a nitec in BST(Building Services Tech.) in ITE.

Got rejected to sign on with the Armed Forces 4 times...
Got rejected to sign on with the Police Force..

Then when i got into BMT..i told myself to work hard and not waste it..in which i did..but sadly...they dashed all my hopes and dreams in juz a simple term called ""SORRY""
very sad.
Am not hoping for it but i was the company best recruit for Gryphon, For 1 day.
they made a mistake..just can give it to me after realising that i am from ite..and my highest qualifications is just a nitec. How sucky can live get??? They took it back from me AFTER ANNOUNCING IT OUT. Super sad.
In the end, i got posted to be in the service line. NOT EVEN IN COMBAT.

In service line has its own ups and down.
currently doing my course. DOWNs..Very demoralising. Getting shouted and scream at..
if only my instructor understands my situation and just give me my space to learn. NOT BY THOSE HARSH ways. ITS SAD. Everytime coming back for rest time. I ALWAYS feel like crap. ALWAYS. Its not that im not trying. I AM. Its just that i am slower to catch up on things.
Always give a sigh and shakes head. THATS WHAT I DONT LIKE THE MOST.EVERYTIME SOMEONE DOES THAT TO ME. I JUST FEEL STUPID.

UPs..getting to go back home. HOME. The place i look forward to everytime. Everytime after a hrashing session.

Course ends 18th MAY.
Really Hope to Clear By then.
Then i can Spend more time in my less stressful life.

150910
that day will come.

in the meantime..........

GOD please give me strength to carry on with my hurdles of life. please.

AM BACK.

2009-04-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

This is my first post after deleting my last one.....