BACK AGAIN..
its kinda been a long time since i last blogged bout myself...
but lately, the thought of it is kind of "driving me" to open back my blog.
Well for a start...
my life is kind of depressing. ("AM NOT GOING THRU DEPRESSION")...
thinking bout what my achievements are till this day. I dont think i have anythin much to be proud of. Like when i think of where i am now..i dont think its even great.
I never made it in school..dropped out of...
NGEE ANN POLY..
HIGHER NITEC..
worst case is that i just have a nitec in BST(Building Services Tech.) in ITE.
Got rejected to sign on with the Armed Forces 4 times...
Got rejected to sign on with the Police Force..
Then when i got into BMT..i told myself to work hard and not waste it..in which i did..but sadly...they dashed all my hopes and dreams in juz a simple term called ""SORRY""
very sad.
Am not hoping for it but i was the company best recruit for Gryphon, For 1 day.
they made a mistake..just can give it to me after realising that i am from ite..and my highest qualifications is just a nitec. How sucky can live get??? They took it back from me AFTER ANNOUNCING IT OUT. Super sad.
In the end, i got posted to be in the service line. NOT EVEN IN COMBAT.
In service line has its own ups and down.
currently doing my course. DOWNs..Very demoralising. Getting shouted and scream at..
if only my instructor understands my situation and just give me my space to learn. NOT BY THOSE HARSH ways. ITS SAD. Everytime coming back for rest time. I ALWAYS feel like crap. ALWAYS. Its not that im not trying. I AM. Its just that i am slower to catch up on things.
Always give a sigh and shakes head. THATS WHAT I DONT LIKE THE MOST.EVERYTIME SOMEONE DOES THAT TO ME. I JUST FEEL STUPID.
UPs..getting to go back home. HOME. The place i look forward to everytime. Everytime after a hrashing session.
Course ends 18th MAY.
Really Hope to Clear By then.
Then i can Spend more time in my less stressful life.
150910
that day will come.
in the meantime..........
GOD please give me strength to carry on with my hurdles of life. please.
its kinda been a long time since i last blogged bout myself...
but lately, the thought of it is kind of "driving me" to open back my blog.
Well for a start...
my life is kind of depressing. ("AM NOT GOING THRU DEPRESSION")...
thinking bout what my achievements are till this day. I dont think i have anythin much to be proud of. Like when i think of where i am now..i dont think its even great.
I never made it in school..dropped out of...
NGEE ANN POLY..
HIGHER NITEC..
worst case is that i just have a nitec in BST(Building Services Tech.) in ITE.
Got rejected to sign on with the Armed Forces 4 times...
Got rejected to sign on with the Police Force..
Then when i got into BMT..i told myself to work hard and not waste it..in which i did..but sadly...they dashed all my hopes and dreams in juz a simple term called ""SORRY""
very sad.
Am not hoping for it but i was the company best recruit for Gryphon, For 1 day.
they made a mistake..just can give it to me after realising that i am from ite..and my highest qualifications is just a nitec. How sucky can live get??? They took it back from me AFTER ANNOUNCING IT OUT. Super sad.
In the end, i got posted to be in the service line. NOT EVEN IN COMBAT.
In service line has its own ups and down.
currently doing my course. DOWNs..Very demoralising. Getting shouted and scream at..
if only my instructor understands my situation and just give me my space to learn. NOT BY THOSE HARSH ways. ITS SAD. Everytime coming back for rest time. I ALWAYS feel like crap. ALWAYS. Its not that im not trying. I AM. Its just that i am slower to catch up on things.
Always give a sigh and shakes head. THATS WHAT I DONT LIKE THE MOST.EVERYTIME SOMEONE DOES THAT TO ME. I JUST FEEL STUPID.
UPs..getting to go back home. HOME. The place i look forward to everytime. Everytime after a hrashing session.
Course ends 18th MAY.
Really Hope to Clear By then.
Then i can Spend more time in my less stressful life.
150910
that day will come.
in the meantime..........
GOD please give me strength to carry on with my hurdles of life. please.
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